ღ...contradictory...ღ

trouble !!!!!!
i hope i dun wan let out my mood and feeling at here...
but i cant...
cause i dun knw wan share with who?
i wanna break down already!!

i hope my family warm like before
i hope my family happy everyday
i hope my eldest sister will blessedness,
i knw i cant do anything for you!
i knw that guy broken-down our relationship..
just can tell you: dun believe all the thing which was that guy said.
....................prevent him! i no that mean want you separate with him
....................just want you take care yourself.
.........time will prove it...
.........i also hope wat "we" feel will be wrong...
.........that day i said you back with "him" better than him
.........it is because he more mature
.........not cause you can more accompany with us
...you misunderstanding...so that why you say me selfish...

i swear
i love all my family member
one father
one mother
one eldest sister
one younger brother
one younger sister
all of you i just got ONE,
but you all different with me...
how you knw i can didn't love one of you?
how i can give up one of you?

i knw i study at private school not fair with you,
i ever ask mum need me back to goverment school
i ever want do work at BM
i ever think more and more......
you knw?
you dun knw...so that why you say me selfish...
real dun knw wat can i do???

feel alone...lonely
if can,
i wan back in the past...
i wan we feel warm at the home...

i'm not simple like before
i'm not artless like before
hope you all knw...

ღ...该醒了...ღ

发言与不发言
难懂……

发言，
把自己心声说出来会伤人，
不发言看法没人懂
又被称没礼貌，敷衍！

表达能力好，永远都优先吗？
表达能力差真的无药可救吗？
有谁可以告诉我？

表达能力好，没有的也变有，有的变没有！
一开始的你，和现在的你不一样了…
真的很厉害做人！小心有报应！
我讨厌！！！假！心机重！！
最好不要伤害我的家人，上帝不会放过你的！
对这种人，
你们也和我有同样的看法吗？

亲情，友情，爱情
为什么有了爱情，家人就不看在眼里
外人怎样都是外人，batu api !
越看他越不顺眼！

希望你快看清他的真面目！
不想他伤害你，更不想他破坏我们家的温馨…